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after 2.5 years dnt knw frm where i just opened my blog totally frgt abt this.
Lif has so changed in these years.
I got married but sumtymes couldnt believe this fact dat i am married nw..:)
strange na..heheh
my mrg has changed alot in me..this is the only thing but frm deep inside i am the same girl with same dreams
marriage never changes u but the situation changes the surroundings change u and make u totally a diff person
Left mumbai..i think the worst thing happened.In 3.5 years i really started loving that place where no one bothers abt other u & ur family is the onlything exists for u... & hell with the other...actually no one wants to bother abt other and if say in positive way no one interferes in your lyf & u r the boss..& the best part is the safest city all over in india...Girls can travel alone at 1-2 AM at night & no one will say a word to you.
No worries No tensions Love & live your Life. People knw hw to liv dere lyf..
Mumbai Trains really luv them. Actually for 2 years in mumbai i was afraid of Local sover there and cud hardly travel but after that wish to every where in locals .. travelling & shopping lots of the things actually cheaper than market to buy while travel :)
thats all for nw rest in next blog

A Truth

hi ,
A short story for today but telling the truth, giving a big message .......................

A son and his father were walking on the mountains. Suddenly, the son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh! !!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh! !!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention." And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!" The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand. Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE. It gives you back everything you say or do. Our life is simply a reflection of our actions."
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart. If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life; Life will give you back everything you have given to it.

Ek aur weekend khatam ho gya saturday training me aur sunday sone me ..huh......fir Monday aur fir wohi routine start subah office ke liye bhagam bhag
Aaj IT bhut hi bekaar field lag rhi hai Man ho rha hai ki apni field me job dhundo...Kya rakha hai is IT industry me sach me bhut boring haiiii Ye professionalism ke naam pe politics khelte hai but thats not only in IT industry politics aaj har jagah pe faila hua hai chahe wo koi bhi industry ho ya field ho.
aur abhi to koi interesting kaam hi nahi hai already likhe hue code pe breakpoints lga ke debug krte ja rhe hai.
First thing after reaching office,
As a routine opened my mail box. just some forwarded mails....
Got a call from Anmol dad. dont know what to say.How to console him.They came to pune.

fir wohi time pass kaam
sobi was really upset got it while talking to himHe was missing anmol, mani & aseem.. aur atlast ek aur din khatam...........
At last i would say
Life is a journey. Kab khatam hogi no body knows. But we have to enjoy the every moment of life
whatever comes in way live it ......

There will be times in all of our liveswhere we’re treated very harshly and unfair.
And no matter how hard we look for the justicewe find that it just isn’t there.
When we’re offended and in pain, our normal responseis to retaliate and somehow repay.
For we want that person to see how it feelsto have the heartache we’re feeling that day.
But as natural as it seems to want to get evenit’s the opposite of what
God says is true.
For He is desiring that His servants be differentand be Christ-like in all that we do.
As incredible as it sounds,
He wants us to repay themwith a blessing instead of more pain.
And He will give us the power we need to be kindand the strength we need to refrain.
We have to trust Him and fully believe HimKnowing
His ways truly are best.
We have to be encouraged knowing He saw the injusticeand let
Him give us comfort and rest.
The person who offends us is not declared innocentby the kindness we place on their head.But God takes all the heartache retaliation would bring usand gives us a blessing instead.

Love is the essence of life..love is Divine,
love is God... love is prayer,
love is the beauty in nature, love is the smile in a kid, l
ove is the tears of a mother, love is the pain of a wife,
love is the joy of a husband, love is the peace in humanity,
love is the friendship among all people in the world...
love is the bond which links all of us through lovebeats......

hi

Life is going on fading away past.
but yesterday gaurav called me. asking me for anmol photos & again reminded me of that dreadful day & the faces of anmol, mani & aseem. Reminded me dat jus few days before 26 dec i was in pune & met anmol & aseem, & anmol came to meet me as he was going to take his snap exam & i wud be left for mumbai after few hours. at that time i never thought ki this wud be my last meeting with him & he himself wouldnot know that he wud not be alive to know his performance in SNAP exam.
Today got some free time again checking for their blogs & got a link A Tribute to Anmol, Aseem & Mani.opened the link & saw their pic with smiling faces. They must be smiling like this only somewhere but left everyone here crying. If there is a life after death then they must be somewhere enjoying company of eachother. But again thinking is this true that they are no more in this world.Thinking, what was there fault or is this the fate............but actually everyone is missing them hereMiss u allRest in Peace

Last day of year

Today, its 31 dec. one more year is over. One thing for sure i'm one year more mature now.
whether its at personal level or professional level. i've learnt something each day.
& one thing more I've changed alot. i don't know whether it was situational or it was my inner will to change myself. May be both are the reasons or situations forced me to change myself.
Whatever but i know what i was one year back or what i am today. I always wanted to be what i am. I wants to be myself. & dat i am. I dont know these are the positive changes or negative. May be Positive with some aspects or negative with other. Leave some friends because they never deserve me & lost some because that was almighty wish.
whatever i learnt in the whole year was you are alone here. Everybody is with you just because of their self. Either be that kind or leave expectations from other . this is the lesson for me which i should remember my whole life.
&
one biggest truth of life: You cant expect even what can happen in next second aur aisa kuch hai jo har waqt aap pe nazar rakhe hue hai. haan, kahin to bhagwan hai jo jab chahe apki life ki gadi ko rok de. Man is nothing than a toy whatever god wants that happens & that is the truth of life.
I only learnt this when my friends lost their life..............when people lost their lives in mumbai attacks.
One thing more wat i am today i never expected it one year back. so same i am not expecting anything for next year. i am ready to face any challange anything which will come to my way. & hope god will always help me....
Atlast again here to start a new year to learn something, to share something, something which can make you hqappy. Just waiting for that things, That cheer will be back with rise of new year.
God bless you all
Lets welcome another year 2009.....................................
BBye 2008.............

A Tribute

A Tribute to you
Mani, Anmol, Assem
U left us on dat cruel day. but no one can ever forget u
no one can forget ur dance Mani & .
You were d part of dat great dance group F.L.I.R.T
Remembering just few days back on 20th dec 2008. i met Anmol & Aseem, never thought ki dat will be my last meeting with them. i cant forget dat day.
May ur souls rest in peace

LiveLifkingSize

My First article goes to my title "LiveLifkingSize"

i dnt knw whether i myself stands for it or not. as standing on the verge of end of another year i.e. 2008

when i look back to my past i think what i achieved or not. what i actually was looking for & what i actually got. what was my lif some years back or wat its today.

wat i was & wat i am now

everything seems to be a dream

wat i think never happened or never assumed thing are part of my lif

I dnt think ever i live life my own way

something bound me always whether its my own views or views of people belongs to me

but still want to liv my lif by my own rules