Last day of year

Today, its 31 dec. one more year is over. One thing for sure i'm one year more mature now.
whether its at personal level or professional level. i've learnt something each day.
& one thing more I've changed alot. i don't know whether it was situational or it was my inner will to change myself. May be both are the reasons or situations forced me to change myself.
Whatever but i know what i was one year back or what i am today. I always wanted to be what i am. I wants to be myself. & dat i am. I dont know these are the positive changes or negative. May be Positive with some aspects or negative with other. Leave some friends because they never deserve me & lost some because that was almighty wish.
whatever i learnt in the whole year was you are alone here. Everybody is with you just because of their self. Either be that kind or leave expectations from other . this is the lesson for me which i should remember my whole life.
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one biggest truth of life: You cant expect even what can happen in next second aur aisa kuch hai jo har waqt aap pe nazar rakhe hue hai. haan, kahin to bhagwan hai jo jab chahe apki life ki gadi ko rok de. Man is nothing than a toy whatever god wants that happens & that is the truth of life.
I only learnt this when my friends lost their life..............when people lost their lives in mumbai attacks.
One thing more wat i am today i never expected it one year back. so same i am not expecting anything for next year. i am ready to face any challange anything which will come to my way. & hope god will always help me....
Atlast again here to start a new year to learn something, to share something, something which can make you hqappy. Just waiting for that things, That cheer will be back with rise of new year.
God bless you all
Lets welcome another year 2009.....................................
BBye 2008.............

A Tribute

A Tribute to you
Mani, Anmol, Assem
U left us on dat cruel day. but no one can ever forget u
no one can forget ur dance Mani & .
You were d part of dat great dance group F.L.I.R.T
Remembering just few days back on 20th dec 2008. i met Anmol & Aseem, never thought ki dat will be my last meeting with them. i cant forget dat day.
May ur souls rest in peace

LiveLifkingSize

My First article goes to my title "LiveLifkingSize"

i dnt knw whether i myself stands for it or not. as standing on the verge of end of another year i.e. 2008

when i look back to my past i think what i achieved or not. what i actually was looking for & what i actually got. what was my lif some years back or wat its today.

wat i was & wat i am now

everything seems to be a dream

wat i think never happened or never assumed thing are part of my lif

I dnt think ever i live life my own way

something bound me always whether its my own views or views of people belongs to me

but still want to liv my lif by my own rules